there was always more to the story,
and i wanted to know more,
and i wanted to know what was behind everything.
but now
i am learning to take things
as is.
as they come,
face value
in the best way possible
not overanalyzed,
not a punishment
[from God?]
or my mother or someone on me.
just what is
what i am presented with
what i must face.
a new faucet of fate, evolved.
beautifully evolved.
the flow
i flow.
it is not easy,
simple
the right things never are.
but i am up for the life challenge
and can't wait
for all the ups and downs
i am ready
i can do it.

[old musings, really quite magnificent and wise of me to write. then or now. hehe]