yet it feels
completely foreign
to not know what's next
its always frightened me
it subsides
but yet resides
i conquer everyday
as one more unknown
under my belt
and yet i yearn for the days
when having to feel this way will be no more
it feels good now
but is it what i really want?
if i don't want it
but need it.
will my needs and wants ever overlap properly?
so that i may know them intimately
to protect, maintain, build, and feed them
as they are ME
my core
my soul
my truest feelings
the sum of my parts
[something i wrote years ago in a journal, and yet still and constantly relevant in my struggle for self actualization]
le sigh.
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